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Melody: Hey sweetie, haven't visited your blog in awhile even though i've talked with you since then...I wanted to come by...the song you posted...really reach out and touched me...I miss you hon...talk to you soon i hope...
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Bogart: Good Mornin'! Let's make this a motivational monday
LWM: come on over and read my last 2 posts
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Renee: Well I dont have my job anymore, long story there....so am back to square one looking for a job!
Bogart: & a HUGE congrats on all the positive taking place
Renee: Well guys, for some reason my computer isn't letting me post a new entry ~ so am going to tell you my news this way ~ I got a job as an infant/toddler director at a daycare ! I am so excited :) And I also bought me a car! It's a 1992 Honda Accord and runs beautifully. So that is my news ~ Tomorrow is my birthday! I plan on just relaxing... Love you all and hope to be able to post soon!
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Hazel Quinn: hi there! U popped by via tracy some time back so now returning your visit . been off ick for a while so MORE than late! You have a very gracious blog!!! Best wishes ~Hazel
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LWM: Come by and read a touching story of Faith What an Amazing world we live in
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Melody: hey sweetheart...i hate to hear you are not feeling well...did the depression thing this week too...kids are a joy, but they have bad times to...I hope that he starts having better night times and that you can figure out what has him not sleeping well...Love ya kiddo...miss talking to you we will have to touch base real soon.
mystic: blessings my dear friend
Bogart:
Bogart: I am so sorry to be reading about the job But chin up love, something awesome is about to take place
mystic: passing over to say hi and wish you a nice day
Bogart:
Bogart: How did the interview go?
Sheila: Hi, I absolutelt love this show too!!
Amy: Hi Renee!!!! I've missed you, too! How are you doing?
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LWM: Blessing to you and your life, theres a new ALB post at my place
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Melody: hey sweetie...the song you posted is so well related to. I am sorry you are going through a rough time right now...but you and me...we make it through...you know that...it just gets icky hard sometimes...I love you too...like ya said, only a phone call away when you need a friend...I'll talk to you soon I hope...take care suga...
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Bogart: I am so glad you stopped by I was gone for quite some time & not sure who was still bloggin'! I am glad you are! I am sorry about the job situation but I know something better is coming to you
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LWM: New helping posts at my place for those sad, hurting, feeling alone and dealing with old wounds
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Erin: YOU ARE very much loved!!! and blessed! love the music lyrics. talk to u soon Renee! ♥Erin
LWM: New Angle Like Beings blog entry, its has changed my life in a positive way. Come read when you can maybe it will aid you as well in these hard times
Jacquelyn: Hey hun!! Just wanted to pop over & show ya some luv!!*hugs*
Moonie: Hope things are going well for you this new year. It has been way too long since I got to visit here. I'll stick around a bit and catch up..hope you have a great rest of the day.

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Monday, September 24th 2007

5:14 PM

You were bringing on the end you do so well

  • Quote: "To fall away, leave me to myself"
  • Music: Fuel ~ Hemmorage
  • Mood: Optimistic

Wrote a new poem ~ Called "Release"

Partially released from the prison
I breathe a sigh of relief
Letting go of the position I was put in
Its stay was anything but brief

Seeing things a little more clearly
I let go of the shackles of despair
This was out was one I could not see
I didn't know how to come up for air

Not sure how long this will last
But am enjoying it to the fullest
I am going to try and let go of the past
And to my own heart I will be truest

Copyright© Renee Sept 24 2007

 

Am feeling a little better than I was a couple of weeks ago ~ I am not so glued to the couch so that is a positive thing.  I just want this feeling to last.  Depression is a serious bitch and she gets me everytime.  I wish I could say that it won't take me over again, but I can't.  As much as I want to move on from it and ignore it, it finds its way back.  I am just going to try hard to hang on to these moments when I feel half way decent.

Had a great party on Saturday for Austin's and my birthdays.  Lots of kiddos were there and they had a blast.  Good crowd of grown ups too which was nice.  Austin had so much fun and that is what I was aiming for.  He is also doing great in school which makes me happy.  He seems to be liking school so far too which is great.  He has a lot of little friends in our neighborhood that he goes and plays with daily ... which is good for me.  And him.

Anyway, don't want to ramble on about nothing, so am going to go for now ~

'Til the next time I haunt .......

 

3 Whispers.

Posted by Rose Myst:

Lovely poem, I enjoy reading your poetry. I can relate to the depression, it hits me now and again as well.
Tuesday, September 25th 2007 @ 3:50 AM

Posted by Jacquelyn:

aww hunnie, I'm so glad you're feeling a bit better! Great poem too :)
*hugs*
Tuesday, September 25th 2007 @ 8:20 AM

Posted by Vickie:

Hey sweetie! I am glad that things are looking up for you right now. I have suffered through depression on and off my whole life. I have been through some things I would never wish upon anyone but I can say... this too shall pass. Whatever you may be going through in life, it does get better.
Tuesday, October 2nd 2007 @ 9:02 AM

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