Stubborn.  Impatient.  Impulsive.  Sometimes selfish.  Can be a real bitch.  Moody.  Set in ways.  Slightly "fluffy" (I refuse to say fat).  All of these things I am and can be.  Yet my son, in a project for school, named me his hero.  He wrote on an award that "My Mom is My hero.  My mom tucks me in bed. She cares about me and is fun.  She cares about me."  How heart warming is that?  I just melted.  So for all the things I think of myself sometimes, I need to remember that I am someone's hero, no, someone's MOM, and that makes me pretty damn special.  I just have to remember that because thinking good things about myself is hard for me.

I have been busy getting querry letters together to submit to editors for my freelance writing.  It's a full time job on itself let alone the actual writing.  I have some article ideas, too, which is good.  I was in such a slump the last couple of weeks I couldn't even get ideas out on paper.  Am currently working on making a list of the local newspaper editors that I am going to snail mail my samples to.  Fun stuff for me   This is the kind of work I don't mind doing.

Latest song love ~ "Nature's Law" by the UK band "Embrace"":

I tried to fight the feeling, the feeling took me down,
I struggled and I lost the day you knocked me out,
Now everything’s got meaning and meanings bring me down,
I’m watching as a screening of my life plays out.

Every day I fight these feelings,
For your sake I will hide the real thing,
You can run all your life or mine, I will chase...

You should never fight your feelings,
When your very bones believe them,
You should never fight your feelings,
You have to follow nature’s law.

I’ll live with never knowing, if knowing’s gonna change,
I’ll stop the feeling growing, I will stay away,
Like a broken record stuck before a song,
A million beginnings, none of them the one.

Every day I fight these feelings,
For your sake I will hide the real thing,
You can run all your life or mine, I will chase...

You should never fight your feelings,
When your very bones believe them,
You should never fight your feelings,
You have to follow nature’s law.

I wrote her letters and tried to send them,
In a bottle I placed my hope,
An SOS full of good intentions,
Sinking, will you give in to me,
Don’t make me wait,
You build me up, knock me down,
But I will stand my ground,
And guide this light that I’ve found.

You should never fight your feelings,
When your very bones believe them,
If you let them show you’ll keep them,
I know you’re hurt but soon you’ll rise again,
again, again, again, again, again, again, again..

You should never fight your feelings,
When your very bones believe them,
You should never fight your feelings,
I have to follow nature’s law.

The L Word.  Am LOVING Jodi and Bette together.  They are my new OTP.  And this coming from a die hard Tina/Bette shipper.  I won't mind them getting back together eventually, but in the meantime, give me Bette and Jodi any day!

Lost.  Kickass Kate is back and I love her.  And she is going back for Jack.  I just hope whatever the shit her and Sawyer have fizzle fast which it has already shown signs of doing, thank goodness.

Am going to work on getting back realigned spiritually.  I have the time now, I just need to put in the effort.  I feel it will be a very good affect on me and my relationship with the Goddess.

That is all I have for now .... hope that you are all doing well and hope to hear from you soon!  Loves you guys .... Til the next haunt ......

Hi Renee, My email is being mean to me this evening :( So here I am! That is the sweetest thing in the world that Austin wrote about his Mom, his hero. That's just what you needed to hear! That project is definitely a keepsake! How great you are feeling up to writing again! When you get your poems on published paper of any kind, I want a copy, ok!?

Hope the doctor's appointments went well. I'm glad Austin is feeling better! I hate when kids are so sick

Tell Zach to keep up the great work--with school and work! He's making his family proud! I'm exhausted. I worked a little late, then came home to do some yard work (isn't raking leaves for Autumn?) They just won't stay away! lol! Today some daffodils popped up and some dandelions too, hehe! Spring is on it's way, and the rain and tornados are about to come as well! I hate tornados, esp. since we don't have a basement. I always had a home with a basement as a child. This is too hard for me to handle! I don't feel safe anymore during tornado season

We need to go to Barnes & Noble for some book shopping and coffee. I really wish I could buy a new book or 2 for myself every month, and a bunch for Jasmine. I buy a lot of hers from Scholastic, Wal-Mart, outlets, and on eBay. You can buy so much more this way! I should become a teacher so I can get a discount, hehe! (I want to be a teacher anyway. Just wish the pay was better!) Well I think I'm going to take a bath tonight. My body is aching. Too much exercise outside which I'm not used to

I hope you have a good weekend sweetie! HUGS! P.S. when is Austin's birthday again? I need it on my calendar, please! ok bye hun! Hugs!

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Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted:::
1. They beemed their brain out and into a clone host before death.
2. They were a clone all long, got out as a child and the child is waiting for you in "heaven".
3. They switched them out with a clone before the incident/Iraq.
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The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.


"We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple."::::::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics.
You must navigate the god's tretcherous waters:::Tretchery is everywhere.


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